I really want to remain pure
As I see you walking through the door
However, these emotions I must ignore
You ain’t tried to step on my floor
So I dig deep
Inside me
Praying to the God with in me
People think I’m crazy
Because I desire emotional purity
They want to drive me crazy
Saying, “It’s not natural to not like someone”.
But, I’m not yours
Your not mine
So therefore, like the backseat of a Maybach
I recline
Gotta keep Jesus on my mind
These emotions I reserve for my husband
This place in my heart is on guard
It’s already deceitful
It will have my emotions creepin’
Putting your last name on the back of mine
Holding hands
Wedding bells
These emotions be on their grind
Yup its him this time
Different dude every week
Different styles my eyes like to peep
Confusion in my brain
Didn’t I like that other dude yesterday
Ohh yea and Talib from last week
Yup
Remember your flesh
“He’s the one”
His style is crazy
Ohh and please say the “Baby”
So I wait
I wait
Though it feels like forever
I wait
Dr. Lindsay said “I am worth the wait”
I need a royal priest
Not a King of the Street
A brotha who loves God more than me
Can teach me and love me
A brother I’m honored to submit too
Because He loves me like Christ loves the church
Gotta keep that in the front of my mind
Everytime
My mind wonders to the next dude in line
Yes, He is ohh so fine
Lord help me keep these brothas off my mind
This isn’t sexual
That’s a different course
This is emotional purity
I gotta press by force
But why can’t I just give in and let my mind and emotions light the torch
It will set a fire to my heart
Leaving me brokenhearted like Brandy
Or bustin windows like Jazmine Sullivan
Leaving me in like by myself
Or chilling with a brotha who don’t know Christ from a horse
I’d rather wit till
“Shawty swings my way”
Oh wait that was back in the day
O.k.
That’s just an average day
Emotional Purity
The Christina Faith way
Class dismissed Sexual Purity will be on another day
