Lost Hope

hope-hands1We’re  all confused and looking for a way out of that confusion. We see the glitz and the glamour and we want it. We desire to have the “freedom” that our favorite stars have. We firmly believe that some how if we were more creative than our lives would be better. If we were better at our craft we would get noticed and be able to make a living that our families would be proud of. However, the truth is it’s all a LIE. We are obsessed with being seen and receiving attention. Our stars are as lonely and afraid as we are. The deal won’t make our lives better. The salary won’t fix the lost hope in our hearts. The disappointment won’t fade away.

I speak to people on a daily bases that are blinded by their own desires. The grind allows us to keep busy so we don’t see our desperate need for love. I remember when I was in college I was able to keep it moving. I was the mover and pusher but the more I moved and pushed the more my own emptiness surfaced. Are you empty? Are you running from you? Are you willing to see yourself for who you are? Lost, lonely, hopeless, in need of more than success. Are you tired of running? Our hope is found in Jesus alone. The temporary fixes that this world brings can’t compare to the love, joy and peace that is found in Christ alone. Instead of running away from Him try running to Him for in Him hope is found. You don’t have to be hopeless.

Faith in Twitter v. Faith in God

So my heart has really been on understanding God’s faithfulness. Current circumstances seem to out weigh His truth and trustworthiness.

I just discovered that twitter is showing no followers and following. Sitting here reflecting on it I heard, “You see how calm you were when twitter showed 0. That’s how confident you have to be in me. It wasn’t that you thought it actually happened more so you trusted that Twitter would fix it or pull up their back up. You trusted the company regardless of what the circumstances looked like. That is how you must be with Me”. Being fully assured that He is able to perform what He said He would! He’s greater than a company and the only trustworthy, faithfully, reliable GOD!

Here is the Greek word, definition and key verses:

πληροφορέομαι (plērophoreomai), πληροφορέω (plērophoreō):

be completely certain, be fully assured, convinced or persuaded (Ro 4:21; 14:5; Col 4:12+; Eph 3:19 v.r.)

make happen, fulfill (Lk 1:1+)

proclaim fully (2Ti 4:17+)

accomplish, fulfill (completely), (2Ti 4:5+)

πληροφορία (plērophoria), ας (as), ἡ (hē): n.fem.

complete certainty, full assurance (Col 2:2; 1Th 1:5; Heb 6:11; 10:22+; Ro 15:29 v.r. NA26)

James Swanson, Dictionary of Biblical Languages With Semantic Domains : Greek (New Testament), electronic ed. (Oak Harbor: Logos Research Systems, Inc., 1997).

FLAWS

Waking up I knew it was not a great day for my flesh. It had to die or I would.

25 minutes to get ready and I still had to speak to God even before I put my clothes on.

Some days this is my life.

I need my time with God and when its minimal I am more prone to get an attitude.

What is the attitude? Its my flesh. I haven’t completely surrendered it to God.

Lately, I have been noticing my flaws more than even.

The flaws that I see are so nasty that I would rather not be involved in any ministry. I repent and keep fighting. Being an overcomer in many areas but the fact that sin dwells in my flesh heavily upsets me.

I love the Lord and sin separates me from him. I am not doing any overt sin but just the fact that I sin (consciously and unconsciously) though less than last week or even less than a year ago and even though I am quicker to repent it is still nasty and I hate it.

Its this sin, these flaws that make me realize that I am human and continually need this loving, forgiving Savior. The very scripture that brought me into the kingdom (Romans 7:14-25) is the one that I have to consistently confront.

We are free but it takes a fight. I am fighting. I have been fighting but the sensitivity of my heart is rising. I am the first to admit I am not perfect. Though I proclaim the gospel the same words I preach, speak, teach and live are the same words that convict me on a daily bases. It is these words that encourage, rebuke and correct me.

This blog is a babble but it is needed for my soul.

I am not perfect. I am not every woman. I am not superwoman. I can’t help everyone. I am not perfect. However, through Him I am strong.

Through Him and meditating on His goodness I am able to live a life of abundance and freedom. My flaws are apparent. Your flaws are apparent. But He doesn’t want us to rest in our flaws. Instead, to bring our flaws to Him the Father who is a just God (Luke 18:6-8).

The fact that He has welcomed me into His kingdom continues to baffle me. I am full of flaws but I won’t stay like this. My flaws can be corrected. They can and will be molded, pruned and shaped.

This is a process of pruning (John 15:2).

Listening to Other Voices

Are you listening to the voices in your head? Are you being self defeated? Have you stopped God from having complete control over your life? I know I have it is so easy to listen to the self defeating thoughts. The thoughts that make you legalistic and condemned. We look at all of our circumstances and we say, “well those voices are right!”. I am not pretty. I am not strong. I won’t ever become all that I am called to be. I didn’t pray enough today. I didn’t read enough today. I didn’t spend enough time with God today. I did just sin against that brother or sister. All of these thoughts may be true according to the worlds system. But its not God’s view of us. Instead, God proclaims I made you beautiful. I am your strength. Seek me and you will complete the purpose of your life. You didn’t read enough today but there is no condemnation. You didn’t spend much time with me but the time that you did spend was pure. You did just sin against your brother or sister but I have forgiveness for you when you repent.

We often hear everything we are not and neglect everything God says about us. We listen to the “other” voices. It may be the enemy, other people or ourselves but the goal is to hear the One voice that matters. I must say that I am one of the people who struggles with self defeat. I am learning its pattern. Self defeat arises when the action is impossible. It attempts to trap me when God is the only One who will get the glory for the action or the diligence. Instead, of living a life of self defeat. I’ve decided to rebel against it. God has so many great plans for us. Yet, we limit an infinite God because of human reasoning. Wash your human reasoning with the Word of God. After a while it will feel silly that you doubted the living God who lives in you. Also, why do we stress? The fight is fixed! We WIN! The God of all ages lives inside of us. The Holy Spirit is here to guide and get us to our destination. Let’s listen to the Spirit more than we listen to the other (OUR) voices.

*NOTE TO SELF!

What's stopping your seek?

I think. I think a lot, I really do. While reading through the bible it has really forced me to question my motives and heart concerning a lot what I desire.

One of the most important aspects of the bible is Israel’s history of the kings. Each King had the exact assignment. However, each King had to decide whom they would seek. Would they seek the Lord or would they seek their own desires and do evil in the site of the Lord?

Let’s take Rehoboam for example. He sought the Lord. However, “when the kingdom of Rehoboam was established and strong, he and all Israel with him forsook the law of the Lord”. 2 Chronicles 12:1

This got me to thinking. At first I was fleshly and self-righteous. “You stupid King!” Was my thought. As though I am not capable of the very same thing.

As humans we praise God and pray most in the tough times. We are very reactive. When things are going great. We let up on our seek however, when things are hard-pressed on each side we want to seek God more fervently. We desire to hear from Him because the pain is unbearable or our hearts hurt and need to be healed.

But what happens after God has answered our prayers? After everything our hearts cry out for is given to us. Do we continue to seek the Lord or do we become like Rehoboam and turn away from the Lord after He has established us?

The answer is seen in 2 Chronicles 12:14 “He did evil because he did not set his heart to seek the Lord”. It is important to continually check y(our) hearts. Is our heart continually set on the Lord. After we get what we have prayed for, that husband/wife, house, job, salvation of our family members or the fulfillment of a prophecy do we still seek the Lord?

In all honesty it is my greatest fear that once I receive the fulfillment of the promises of God that I will I turn away. In order to combat the strength of my flesh I must continually set my heart on the Lord. It’s a daily process. Everything in this world desires to pull us away from “seeking first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness”. The combating principality doesn’t want us to receive “all things being added”. Our confidence as those who seek Jesus Christ is that He will answer those who diligently seek Him with all their heart. Will you seek the Lord? What’s stopping your seek? Leave comments please.

Love you. Be encouraged. This momentarily light affliction can not compare to the future glory!

Blow Your Whistle!

Prayer was so good for me today. I have really been struggling to understand all that has been going on in the world, church and my personal life. It is easy to get discouraged and simply fall into the mundane of this sinful world. God reminded me this morning that “All things are possible” (Mrk 10:27), “That desires of the heart are given with the ability to be completed with His sufficient grace working in us.”(Psalm 37:4), “That He is able to revive us according to His Word”, (Psalm 119:23) and “It is He who is cleaning us from the inside out”. (1 John 3:3)

In the midst of listening to my most played songs in my iTunes library “Blow Your Whistle” by Rhema Soul came on (the only song not worship music). It ignited something in me. It was as if God was telling me to “BLOW MY WHISTLE” stop playing around with the gifting in my life, prayer, the Word and my relationships. Instead, blow my whistle alerting the enemy that it’s time is up and that those I am assigned to have revival coming to them. So I blow my whistle on lack, incarceration, poverty, sexual prevision, wack unedifying music and media and most of alllll I blow my whistle on lack of intense straining to stay in the presence of God!!!!

"The Shift" from the desk of John Gray

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“So the Levites and the people did everything just as Jehoiada the priest ordered. The commanders took charge of the men reporting for duty that Sabbath, as well as those who were going off duty. Jehoiada the priest did not let anyone go home after their shift ended. 2 Chronicles 23:8 NLT

“Thou, O LORD, remainest for ever; thy throne from generation to generation. Lamentations 5:19 KJV
This one’s deep. You ready?

Welcome to today. 01/11/10.

Binary code. I know nothing about it. I’m not a computer genius. Yet. But I do know the voice of the Lord. I was on the phone with a phenomenal woman of God who is a prophetic voice in my life and she said, “Tomorrow is 011110.” As soon as she said it, the spirit of the Lord hit me. I got off the phone and knew God had sent a prophetic manna for those whom He has chosen to receive it.
Immediately the Holy Spirit told me to search computer code for the meaning. I knew watching “The Matrix” would one day come in handy. It was either that movie or some combination that and some other things, but I remembered that all computer code is made up of zeros and ones. The order of zeros and ones determines characters and bits and all of the other aspects of computing that we see. But that’s all I knew. Until right now.
All day on Sunday I was in the presence of The Lord in a significant way and I knew that He wanted me to release manna, but I wasn’t sure of the content. I couldn’t sleep that well from Saturday into Sunday, so I knew something was up. Then all day Sunday, I had one prophetic encounter after another. I was literally ripping the wrapping off of my destiny, as it seemed God had ordained every encounter of the entire day. Something had been loosed. Something was different. The air literally seemed new in my lungs. Lights were brighter. I wasn’t hallucinating. It had occurred.

The shift.

In binary code, there are character values and numerical values. The numerical value of 011110 is 30. The number 30 denotes the perfection of Divine order, as marking the right moment. Jesus was 30 when He began His ministry according to Luke 3:23. Joseph was 30 when he entered the service of Pharaoh king of Egypt according to Genesis 41:46. And David was 30 when he began to reign according to 2 Samuel 5:4.
What is the significance of all this? How does this apply to you? The binary code numeric value of 011110 is 30. The computer value, or character that corresponds to that number is the less-than sign. This sign Joseph was set up by God to be an influencer of world systems and structures to employ stealth kingdom wisdom and tactics to supply the people of God with food and sustenance in the time of a worldwide famine. Joseph was God’s man for that generation. He was a corporate leader who served God with all he had in an ungodly regime and distributed the wealth of the wicked to the righteous. But as great as he was, he was less than.
David was God’s man. He was the forgotten son, the scorned shepherd, the reviled little brother and scoffed-at warrior. He became a legend. Bear and lion killer. Giant slayer. Songwriter. Wealth accumulator. Wartime tactician. Man after God’s own heart. He was the prophetic forerunner of what a king and priest would one day look like. He was a great leader and example to his generation and many to follow. But even he was less than.
For there is One who embodied all that the Father desired to see manifest in the form of perfect obedience and willful relinquishing of His birthright as Son in Heaven in order to become Son of man in the earth. He is the great connector of all the generations. All things find their fullness in Him. He is the fulfillment of the Divine order. Glory to You Lord! He was 30 when it went public. Before then, in the worlds eyes and even amongst His family, he was less than. But then it shifted. Overnight, it shifted. Today is that day for you! God shifts your mind, your spirit and your unique calling into ‘hyperdrive’ where all can see it! And even if they choose not to follow you or believe you, they won’t be able to deny you!
You can’t get the less-than symbol unless you press the ‘shift’ button on your computer. Technology, as the language of our day, has dictated it as such. God has embedded within the fabric of today’s world a message for you: everyone and everything that has come before you was great, but it will all equal less than by the time God gets finished using you! The contributions of those that have come before us were great and some of us were intimidated to try to do something new because what came before us seemed so great. Microsoft. IBM. Coca-Cola. Proctor & Gamble. Amazing companies. With the ideas and anointing that God has released today, this very day, all those companies together will be less than once God unleashed what’s inside of you for the world!

PRAISE BREAK!

Bless God right now! This is a new decade. Not only that, but there’s also been a generational shift. Statistics say that this generation is the first one in the history of the country that won’t outdo their parents. The world has declared less than. But we are MORE THAN conquerors through Him that loved us! God shifts us beyond less than into the MORE THAN anointing right now. I know you think it’s crazy to try that idea. God knows it’s crazy. I know you think you don’t have enough money or resources or people to help. God knows you don’t. But that’s the beauty of the shift. Jehoiada was God’s man in the story up top. Do you know what his name means? Jehovah Knows! But since it was Jehovah God who gave you the idea, it is He who shall work in your generation to bring it to pass. Each generation outdoes the next. We’re next!
This word is for you. Maybe 20 people will grab this and run. Please email me and let me know who you are. Your idea will change the world. The entire world. You’ll be like Bill Gates, but you’ll be filled Gates, Holy Ghost filled. That’s you! Like Coke, but with glory smoke! Shekinah Cola! Hola! Worldwide is your calling. Ideas are falling. Stop stalling. Destiny is calling. It’s a gift, a spiritual uplift. Called to repair the rift, embrace the shift. Brighter than a star, you shall create worlds like Mars, blessed with spouses, houses and cars, your skies are clear blue like Avatars!
Go. Be great. Create. Don’t wait. It’s time to elevate. Anointed woman. Blessed Man. GO forth. You’re no longer less than. You are that generation. The shift has begun today.
Oh yeah, The Lord told me that you have to declare it as soon as you read this or your lack of faith mixed with the word will cause this unlimited time offer in the spirit to self destruct.

Wow! That’s surprising. I hear the sound of a generation rising!

Keep shifting,
John Gray

"Bon Appetite'"

Think about what you have been eating spiritually, relationally, emotionally and physically. I don’t know about you but it feels like I’ve been pumping myself with junk food. I see God on the other side. He’s like the best of the best organic food on the planet. If you eat His food you will flourish and grow in all that you do (Joshua 1). What does your appetite look like? Is it for God or is it for whatever you want it to be for? I want to feast on God (Psalm 119). Not my own appetite that smothers me with flattering speech and tells me its fine just consume whatever you want. Let our report be that we were wise and obedient. Develop a vision for what is that real deal the “Bon Appetite'” it tastes good, looks good and is certified grade “A” approved by the Master.

For such men are slaves, not of our Lord Christ but of their own appetites; and by their smooth and flattering speech they deceive the hearts of the unsuspecting. For the report of your obedience has reached to all; therefore I am rejoicing over you, but I want you to be wise in what is good and innocent in what is evil. (Romans 16:18-19)

Drama in my HOUSE

If you know anything about me you know I love dramas. My favorite television shows are Law and Order, Closer and Lie to Me. I have watched Law and Order since the age of 8. I can remember being in my grandparent’s room completely mesmerized by this series. Recently, I’ve begun to watch HOUSE. I love this show. The main characters heart is full of hurt and failures. In order to compensate for those character flaws he uses the practice of medicine to fix others in turn compensating for his failures. House denies that God exist. In turn playing god in his garden of medicine.

I then began to wonder. “How am I playing god?” Often, we attempt to cover up the hurt in our hearts with hobbies, sarcasm, busyness and other means of false fulfillment. The drama in our house (soul and body) has less to do with the actions that cover them up and more about allowing God to deal with the drama in our house. Currently HOUSE is in psychiatric hospital where he is being held hostage by blackmail. The psychiatrists want HOUSE to deal with his issues. Has God put you in an unfamiliar and uncomfortable situation that is forcing you to deal with the drama in your house? He has definitely put me in that position.

It is difficult! But, it’s worth it! Allow God to clean your house. He desires nothing more than for your inside to be as beautiful as your outside. Why cover up your junk? Allow God to remove the junk and cobwebs from your house. Many people have cried out “Create in me a clean heart, O God, And renew a steadfast spirit within me”. (Psalm 51:10) However, He can not do so until you allow Him to expose how you are playing god in the garden of your heart.

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